I often can’t write what I want to say if I have something to get off my chest, as I feel censored by the fact that people very close to me (like my husband and my parents) read these pages. I guess I could use the ‘private’ post option and give limited access, but I haven’t done that.
Instead, it turns out that I don’t need to write a post as the normally hilarious Linda at All & Sundry has written something that captures it exactly. It’s like she was here in our house on a normal day. Except she was at her house. Which of course means that sometimes when life feels like garbage, you realize that life feeling like garbage can be a universal experience. Does that make me feel better? Not sure yet.
Anyway, this is perfect. Except for the bit where she crawls into bed and reads a book. I don’t feel like I have the luxury of doing that. Plus I should really buy some new books. Or even join the library.
And YES I KNOW it’s going to get better. I just need to wallow in it for now.